You. You were never going to conform, you couldn’t fit in a box if you tried, you break ALL the fucking rules before you even know they exist, you WERE born to lead and rule, and you were ALWAYS going to figure it out on your terms.
You look at the world around you and as much as you can see the LOGIC in why people do the shit they do to try and get ahead or win the truth is you just can’t BRING yourself to.
It was never going to work for you anyway, that whole do what the OTHER folk do thing …
And as much as you really HAVE tried, at times, to do it the right way and make it work, the reality?
You just don’t give a fuck enough to shut up and put up. Sure, you want the money, the fame, the success, for your message and work to get OUT there, and you fully know and believe that ALL of this will happen, but the truth? The truth … well the truth is, quite frankly, something within you suspects that if you would JUST stop paying ANY fucking attention to what ANY of the masses are doing and listen to what’s going on inside YOU?
You’d make your millions.
Impact millions.
And change the fucking world the way you were BORN to.
Can I tell you a secret?
I spent YEARS trying my best to be the best God damn student of online marketing that ever existed. I’m nothing if not persistent and I followed the RULES … or at least I did my best! Somehow I never could quite manage to do things as I’d been told … or all the way … okay, or even at all!
Maybe you can relate? I’d go into new coaching arrangements or programs with the BEST of intentions, certain that this was the one I WAS going to follow and that nothing, NOTHING would stop me! I’d make ALL sorts of promises to myself and everyone around me that ‘this time I’m serious, I mean it, no really!’
And do you know what? I really DID mean it! I completely thought that I just had a FOLLOW through problem. But yet somehow –
Everytime –
I’d find myself back where I started.
Rules broken, once again. SABOTAGING myself, I thought! Refusing to join the dots in order to make a buck, let alone a million of ’em! It was incredibly frustrating because I DID know I was born to make millions, impact millions, change the WORLD, but the thing was … the shit I was learning to do, even from the best in the WORLD, it just didn’t FEEL right.
As naive as it sounds, even though I was learning from people way ahead of me financially, I somehow just knew that I knew better than them! And it didn’t help me feel more motivated to follow their rules when I’d always inevitably find out that those who I was learning from were NOT really in love with their businesses or lives either. For 3 or so years in my online journey I floundered around trying to find the right person to tell me the right SYSTEMS to make a fuckton of money online, and the further down the pathway I went the more something about the entire THING started to smell fishy to me.
It just seemed like there had to be a way to make money doing not only WHAT I loved but also doing it in a WAY that I loved, working only with PEOPLE I loved, and completely on my terms! Was that really too much to ask, to have it all?! I didn’t think so, and I decided to refuse to give up on the idea!
The thing is … despite my struggles and frustration … I WAS making some money, even what many would term great money at times. I kept crashing it all back down again re-investing into my business or sometimes just sabotaging, but yeah, I made money.